Elena spent Sunday night trying to 'jump out' of her bassinette, and I spent all night awake watching her fling her legs up to her head (ready to jump to the rescue should the legs go over the edge) and wriggle wriggle wriggle.
This was over a month ago in her carry cot. Imagine this kind of carry on in the middle of the night in her bassinette!! |
So accustomed to the little noises in the night I had become since the day she was born. So used to being able to get up when she needed feeding and jump back into bed with her...and only have walked five metres there and back in the process. So comforted I had been knowing I could hear her and see her just there...safe and tucked up.
In her bedroom - well that's another story for mummy. Down the hall. Away from me. Would she be ok? Had she got used to us breathing in the night in the same room? Was she comforted by knowing we were there and just a couple of steps away should she need us? We weren't to know until we actually moved her - which we did on Monday - the night after I couldn't sleep for fear she was going to become a little gymnast and flip flop out of her bed.
Elena has been sleeping through the night for a few months....we put her down sometime between 7-8pm, and she normally doesn't stir until around 6am, except in a blue moon when she'll wake at around 3am. (Yes I know - we are very lucky!!) So my excuse of needing her in the room so I could feed her easily in the middle of the night has been quite a lame one.
And I needn't have worried. Elena was fine! In fact for most of the week she has slept longer!!! Waking between 7-8am. I've got up a few times when I've heard a little squeak through the monitor, and have had to feed her once or twice (but I think that has more to do with her starting to get ready to eat rather than being in the cot - another story I'm also trying to stay in denial about!!)
On our way to bed, Gregg and I peep through the door..then go in (Elena's like a magnet!!) - look at each other in amazement at the little sleeping baby who is growing up so fast, but is just our precious little bubby.
"Sweet dreams baby girl, love you lots." Followed by two little kisses from mummy and daddy. Before we turn and walk to the other end of the hall. And I'm feeling ok.
On our way to bed, Gregg and I peep through the door..then go in (Elena's like a magnet!!) - look at each other in amazement at the little sleeping baby who is growing up so fast, but is just our precious little bubby.
Peeping through the door you can just see her in her cot |
lovely story rach. Except the sleeping through the night stuff. Don't need to hear about that...! ;-)
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